So much for a good week. (lengthy)

So guys, it's my birthday this Friday. (April 4th.) I was originally excited, but now I just don't know what to do. I'm at a mix of crying and feeling nothing altogether. I'm 15, soon to be 16, living with divorced parents. When my parents split, my mom eventually left my state and moved to Maryland with her significant other while I stayed and lived with my dad. When I started high school, she decided to move back. But now she's moving back away to the east coast again, and she wants me to come with her. This basically forces me between choosing to live with her or stay with my dad. Also, I still suck at school and finding motivation. I was originally at least a little excited for my birthday, but now I'm gonna find it hard to enjoy myself. I don't want presents or the traditional birthday dinner anymore. I just want to not be stuck between a rock and hard place, and I wanna take a walk somewhere to try and clear my mind. I don't know what I can do. I feel pretty damm hopeless. Again.

Man, I can't even imagine what that is like. I know the choice really sucks, but do you have any preference to who you like staying with? Go for that walk and clear your head. If you need anyone to vent to, message me anytime.

Best thing I can suggest is to try and let it go for a little bit. Not completely of course, but for now enjoy your birthday to the best of your ability. Do what you want, mess with what you want, be spoiled and selfish and above all else just be happy, even if its just for a few minutes.

Then, once that's done with you may be in a better place mentally to deal with all of this.

And much like admin here you can message me anytime as well.

I hope you are having a nice day.